Mzesumziram kinagam ojaxi damingria

Me var Natia 36 wlis. vici sheidzleba daujereblad jgerdes es istoria, magram shemidzlia ori shvili davifico, rom es ambavi namdvilad moxda.

chems meugles erti mavne tviseba aqvs - mzesumziras ise gacxarebit chams, rom aravin da araferi ar axsovs sanam bolomde ar shtanqtavs. chamas rom daiwyebs da daadebs tavs vervin da veraferi ver sheawyvetinebs. ertxel abazanashi vbanaobdi, chemi meugle saxlshi iyo da mzesumziras chamda. turme am dros bavshvebi mosulan skolidan da akakunebdnen karze. chemi meugle ki ise gacxarebit chamda mzesumziras, rom ar sheedzlo mattvis kari gaego...
me es sakitxi ukve dzalian mawuxebda da vuchichinebdi fsiqologtan midi-metqi. razec sastiks uars meubneboda. "ra fsiqologi, qalo? amxela kaci mivide da vutxra semichkas ver vanebeb metqi tavs??" - ambobda is.

ori kviris win gazis kaci movida sochikis shesamowmeblad. Mas levani ervqa, kargad vincobdiT erTmanets. vinaidan is ukve erti welia, rac chventan dadioda. chemi qmris problemebzec icoda yvelaferi kargad. levans ashkarad dzalian movwondi. xshirad amis damalvas ver axerxebda. arc mikvirs... me xom idealuri formis didi dzudzuebi da moxdenili msuye ukanali maqvs.

mokled, shemovida levani. gavudzexi samzareulosken, sadac sochikia damontajebuli. samzareuloshive iyo chemi qmari, romelic gacxarebit aknatunebda mzesumziras. levani miesalma, magram chemma qmarma gasagebi mizezebis gamo xma ar gasca, ubralod tavvi daukra da knatuni gaagrdzela. levanim sochiks shexeda da arc mouxedavs ise Tqva: me sxvagan gadavdivar da ertmanets vegar vnaxavto. amis mosmenam damasevdiana, michveuli viyavi levans. sad gadadixar metqi vkitxe akankalebuli xmit. germaniashi mivdivar samushaodo mipasuxa man.

sochiks moshorda. kalami da bloknoti moimarjva. am dros shevamchnie, rom levanim chems meugles gaxeda, romelsac jer kidev savse mzesumziris jami egda win. amaze levanim mzakvrulad chaicina da kalami dauvarda dzirs. me davixare, mindoda kalami mimewodebina mistVis. is is iyo kalams titebit